i found this online a couple weeks ago.. and i like what it says and it does apply to me... i feel
you mess with my firends, my relationships, or my family and i will tear you into a milion pices. most likely i won't hit u physically. not because i can't, but because i love mental games.. you will become a piece i move arond and force into self-destruction. if you don't want to deal with me, don't make youself a part of my life. leave my name out of you conversations and out of your mind, other wise i am involved and i am goin to finish what ever you start. i don't start anything, no not at all i don't have the time nor the motivation to care about someone else in a malicious manner, if you involve yourself in my life though i'll make the time..
i was goin through some old notebooks and i found something i wrote back in high school and thought i would share it with every one....
Flying through space On the merry-go-round, I see how things could be. All that surounds me Is all i need. The faith, tranquility, The feeling of contentment In a world of confusion.
Feeling the air whip by Upon the roller coaster. I see how fast, The world flies by. My childhood, my teens, All the time I've spent with you. Are but memories.
Seeing what's below, While high upon the ferris wheel. Finally noticing how Small we really are. We need each other, We need to be independent, Individuals, and not afraid to say Hey i need to slow down and breath.
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERY ONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES.. I HAD AN AMAZING ONE.. GRANTED I WORKED IN THEM MORNING BUT HEY I LIKE MY JOB SO ITS ALL GOOD... I DIDN'T GO CRAZY CAUSE I HAVE NO DESIRE TO REALLY DRINK SINCE TURNING 21 ON MONDAY I'VE HAD A TOTAL OF THREE AND A HALF DRINKS... AND REALLY DON'T PLAN ON BECOMING A BIG DRINKER.. SO NO WORRIES EVERY ONE.. MY WEIRDNESS WILL NOT CHANGE OR BECOME TOOO MUCH MORE THAN IT IS NOW... THANK YOU ALL AGAIN .. ITS REALLY NICE OF U ALL ... AND I LUBS U ALL...
I AM GONNA BE 21 IN A MATTER OF HOURS.... WOW I DON'T KNOW WETHER TO BE SCARED EXCITED... OR NERVOUS.. WAIT ISN'T THAT THE SAME AS SCARED??? OH WELL EITHER WAY I AM ALL THREE.... IDK WHAT TO DO ... BUT I'M HOPING IT WILL BE A GOOD DAY.... MUAH I LUB AND MISS YOU ALL.... HOPE TO FIND A BUNCO GAME OR JUST A GAME IN GENERAL THAT WE CAN ALL PLAY TOGETHER.. AGAIN.. CAUSE DAMN I MISS U.. WOW THIS GOES FROM A BIRTHDAY THING TO A MISSING BUNCO THING.. WOW..... TOTALLY RANDOM ... STORY OF MY LIFE...
