well its year two almost and still no bunco online.... i feel it is time to come to the realization that we are all screwed... bunco is dead.... and most of us have fallen away from eachother.. or at least i feel we have... so good bye bunco.. it was fun while it lasted.... and i hope to find u again some where.... 

OK I THINK ITS TIME WE GET SOME ANSWERS..AS TO WHEN BUNCO WILL BE BACK ONLINE!!!!!!!!!!!! OR WHY IT HASN'T BEEN .... AND DAMN I WHERE ARE THESE PPL WHO ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR KEEPING US INFORMED??? I MEAN MY GOD PEOPLE.. CREATE A SITE FOR PEOPLE TO COME AND PLAY ON AND THEN JUST POOF TAKE IT AWAY.. NOT COOL NOT COOL AT ALL.. ITS TIME TO GROW UP AND PROVIDE US WITH SOME ANSWERS.....

 i found this online a couple weeks ago.. and i like what it says and it does apply to me... i feel

you mess with my firends, my relationships, or my family and i will tear you into a milion pices. most likely i won't hit u physically. not because i can't, but because i love mental games.. you will become a piece i move arond and force into self-destruction. if you don't want to deal with me, don't make youself a part of my life. leave my name out of you conversations and out of your mind, other wise i am involved and i am goin to finish what ever you start. i don't start anything, no not at all i don't have the time nor the motivation to care about someone else in a malicious manner, if you involve yourself in my life though i'll make the time..

I found another one i'd like to share... i know crapy poetry is my forte... but really think about this one.. i wrote it sophomore year...

Killing Death
Killing Questions
Killing the Steiro Type

Saving Lives
Saving Answers
Saving Individuality

Killing Stupidity
Killing Terrorism
Killing the Infernal

Saving Smarts
Saving Freedom
Saving the Innocent

Killing Lies
Killing Saddness
Killing Enimies

Saving Truth
Saving Happiness
Saving Friendships.

i was goin through some old notebooks and i found something i wrote back in high school and thought i would share it with every one....

Flying through space
On the merry-go-round,
I see how things could be.
All that surounds me
Is all i need.
The faith,  tranquility,
The feeling of contentment
In a world of confusion.

Feeling the air whip by
Upon the roller coaster.
I see how fast,
The world flies by.
My childhood, my teens,
All the time I've spent with you.
Are but memories.

Seeing what's below,
While high upon the ferris wheel.
Finally noticing how
Small we really are.
We need each other,
We need to be independent,
Individuals, and not afraid to say
Hey i need to slow down and breath.

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERY ONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES.. I HAD AN AMAZING ONE.. GRANTED I WORKED IN THEM MORNING BUT HEY I LIKE MY JOB SO ITS ALL GOOD... I DIDN'T GO CRAZY CAUSE I HAVE NO DESIRE TO REALLY DRINK SINCE TURNING 21 ON MONDAY I'VE HAD A TOTAL OF THREE AND A HALF DRINKS... AND REALLY DON'T PLAN ON BECOMING A BIG DRINKER.. SO NO WORRIES EVERY ONE.. MY WEIRDNESS WILL NOT CHANGE OR BECOME TOOO MUCH MORE THAN IT IS NOW... THANK YOU ALL AGAIN .. ITS REALLY NICE OF U ALL ... AND I LUBS U ALL...

HUGS N LUBS

MOTO

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM GONNA BE 21 IN  A MATTER OF HOURS.... WOW I DON'T KNOW WETHER TO BE SCARED EXCITED... OR NERVOUS.. WAIT ISN'T THAT THE SAME AS SCARED??? OH WELL EITHER WAY I AM ALL THREE.... IDK WHAT TO DO ... BUT I'M HOPING IT WILL BE A GOOD DAY.... MUAH I LUB AND MISS YOU ALL.... HOPE TO FIND A BUNCO GAME OR JUST A GAME IN GENERAL THAT WE CAN ALL PLAY TOGETHER.. AGAIN.. CAUSE DAMN I MISS U.. WOW THIS GOES FROM A BIRTHDAY THING TO A MISSING BUNCO THING.. WOW..... TOTALLY RANDOM ... STORY OF MY LIFE...

MUAH LUBS YA...

MOTO

ok now this isn't something i know from expirence but this song touched me today.. because its something that i feel no woman should have to go through.. and i hope none of us ever do.. and makes me wish that there was something i can do to help .. and i think i will look in to it in my area... yes i am talkin about battered woman.. if u find the time some day listen to the song its # 174 on my playlist.. its an amazing song and will really make u think... i love all my special lady friends on here i feel that we are almost like a mini family.. and i hope that none of u every endure this kind of pain... and if u do let me know i will personally kick the mother ****s ass.. sry couldn't help that it just gets me soo worked up.. once again i love u all... and men u should listen too... and be thankful of the woman in ur life... they do more than u can ever imagine....

hugs n lubs

 moto

WE MUST REMEMBER OUR TROOPS WHO ARE FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM.. I FEEL THAT I COULD ALMOST GURAENTEE U THAT U KNOW SOMEONE EVEN IF U DON'T KNOW THEM VERY WELL U STILL KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS OVER SEAS OR HAS FOUGHT FOR OUR COUNTRY... MAYBE U ARE ONE.. I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT NONE OF THEM ARE EVER FORGOTTEN... THANK A SOLDIER.. HUG A LOVED ONE... AND BE GREATFUL FOR EVERY DAY U HAVE.. CAUSE IT COULD BE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT WORLD IF IT WEREN'T FOR THESE MEN AND WOMEN SERVING OUR COUNTRY...

ok well i havn't done one of these for a while now.. so i figured wth.. y not... ther really isn't much to report besides being FRICKIN COLD!!!! yeah thats right i said it... its cold.. and i am soo ready for this dreadful season to be over.. ok this is gonna be a rambel.. so if u don't want  to hear my jumbled thoughts.. don't read.. ok u still wanna read.. cause u never know what i'm gonna say .. do ya huh huh huh??? yeah thats what i thought ur gonna stay read this whole thing then be like wtf.. and leave a comment on it askin what in the hell i'm talkin about.. i know u r .. only cause i said it too.. wow SHEEP!!! lol.. no just joking u know i lubs ya all.. hope all is ok with u ....

 lubs n hugs..

moto